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Edit: ARTIST FOUND I'll delete this journal later
Ediiiiiiiiit unless smth happens I'm pretty sure I found an artist willing to work with my dumb ramblings
thanks y'all for your help!
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Monday Discussions - adverse effects of medicine
Hey guys, 
let's sit down for another Monday discussion journal, YAY!
For those of you who have been watching me for a while you may have heard me discuss how awful I've been feeling.  For any who have been with me for a few years you may have noticed that I've been struggling with overreacting at times (especially if you've been in my inner circle during the last 2 or so years).  
In winter 2017 my moods had gotten so out of control that I finally decided to talk to my doctor about it and all of the problems I'd been experiencing for several months at that point.  My best bet is that I was experiencing some kind of weird mania, though it confused me because I'd never had any kind of manic behaviours previously and I was pretty certain that I didn't have bipolar disorder either.  
Anyway last year I learned that my doctor is more incompetent than I'd thought he was.  Basically when I talked to him he told me I was experiencing anxiety (which I wa
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Important announcement: Patreon

 https://www.patreon.com/tenshiyoru

rainbow heart 2  First some serious talk rainbow heart 2 
I know many people don't like the word "Patreon" and even I didn't think I would use it sooner than two or three years from now, but I want to be honest with you.
You can take this as complaining, whining or sincerely talking toa friend; I'm sure everyone will see a different aspect of this whole journal and it's completely okay.
As some of you may already know, I've been struggling for quite some time with finding my "path" in life. I think I know what I want to do, but in reality I don't. I like drawing and it's literally the only thing I'm good at and if it makes people happy, I'm happy too. I have really low self-esteem and I struggle keeping up with being called an adult only because I'm not underage anymore. I wasn't ready when I turned 18 and I'm not
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Weekly Review #13 (7-13 May18)
Weekly reviews are where every Sunday, I reflect on all the art-related stuff I did on this week.
New here or missed the last weekly review? Click Here!
Let's get started!
Art piece of the Week


Chise!
To be frank here, I'm really not satisfied with this piece.
1. The expression isn't very good
2.The head shape is kinda off, especially around the cheek
3. The shading looks unfinished, it lacks form
4. Messed up the hand
Doing things without lineart sure is hard. I have to think about colouring differently from before, which may take a bit of time to really get and master. That also means I have to learn how to render things realistically, or at least semi-realistically in order to pull off a style without lineart properly. With that I think I need to change how I draw noses as well, so that it will fit.
One thing I did do somewhat rig
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Inner Panic and Meltdown(Venting)
There are times in my life where I do something, and then not even minutes later I regret everything I've ever done in my life. My chest feels tight, my breath gets heavier, and I just feel like I'm about to die.
I don't entirely know why this happens to me. Maybe I'm just a fearful person who can't have confidence that everything will be okay. Maybe I just over think things. I don't know, but it hurts.
It hurts that I can't think straight when it happens. It hurts that I feel like I'm on the verge of crying. It hurts that I don't know how to prevent or even stop it. It just happens out of nowhere. Sometimes I get a thought and everything just falls apart. Like the entire world is cracking under my feet. I just feel so terrible, like I've made the biggest mistake of my life. That what I did will get me put six feet under.
 My mind wonders when this happens. Going from one thing to another, and then jumping over options, situations, and everything in between. Once I start feeling l
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A few thing I need to say to you...
Firstly, I promise you I'm not dead, work hasn't killed me. I know it's been 10 whole days and I have yet to post a gosh darn thing which isn't like me at all I usually have at least one drawing a week for you guys.
I'll go ahead and say, I'm truely sorry about that. Work has been getting me worked up lately, people ganging up on me at work to make me the liar. Home is no better, I've been finding myself zoned out, forgetting important stuff and when it comes to drawing I can't focus for more than half an hour at best. So commissions have been gradual, a little inking this day, flats and a little shading the next, just literally 2 layers a day if I'm lucky. So that's why I haven't posted anything yet.
Another thing I wanted to discuss was the "I'm a girl..." Journal, I feel like far to often artists are dehumanized. What do I mean by that? Well people literally think of your art and nothing more and they don't really care that hey, that's a human being with emotions and feelings that c
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Comic-Com Buenos Aires!
English: about a con in Argentina
(Voy a editar este journal cada vez que vaya a algun evento nuevo a vender cositas, asi no lleno mi pagina de journals todos iguales(?)

Los dias 25, 26 y 27 de este mes me van a poder encontrar en la Comic-Con! Voy a estar en el Artists' Alley. Mi mesa esta bastante al fondo pero si me buscan bien me van a encontrar(? Voy a estar vendiendo las chucheris de siempre.
Nos vemos!
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NOTICE
I am finally back to do comms!
I will reply back to all peeps who note me and update my to-do list,
but if I don't note you in few days or if I missed something, please let me know.
And I won't be adding more people on my wait list
There will be some changes with my commission price
due to my schedule and time issue.
Thanks. Let me know if you have some question.
*I'm slowly replying back and at the same time finishing some works
so it won't be fast to get to everyone. Please be patient with me.
If you don't want to wait I can get your payment back so feel free to contact me.
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Sorry for my absence! (commissions) ~ Update
16.05.2018 Update
Well, my mother got news from the doctor...
In her other knee is something, my english isn't good enough to explain in the right terms, so I try it like I can. Her bone starts to wrap around a tumor, so she has to get surgery again, or else the cancer would get into her bone, if I understood correctly.
She cried, when we talked about it and she's very afraid...
I wish I knew how to help her....
Hello dears!
I know I wasn't online for very long and some of you are waiting for their commissions/sketches.
My deepest apologies to all of you!
I had and until wednesday have some reallive issues going on.
My Mothers cancer came back in form of tumors in some of her joints, she had a surgery on her hand and knee, so she is dependand on help. I help her out, also I have to care for my two little girls, while my husband is at work....
I know I should have made a journal or anything earlier, but honestly, when I got home and my stuff done, I was tired.
From wednesday on my siste
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Reply my notes!
 
I´m checking my notes guys! Don´t worry! :star:
:star:Open for II Commissions, interested drop me a note :D
`•.¸¸.ஐMy new site with exclusive content!
Arrow Bullet (Rainbow) - F2U! www.patreon.com/DarkVanessaArrow Bullet Left (Rainbow) - F2U! 

~DARKVANESSA~


With Love DarkVanessa ~ :iconrubcheeksplz:
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Motivation
We don't really give enough credit to Motivation.
People just take its as guaranteed or simply don't notice its existence
Which is really strange.
After all motivation is what keeps us alive.
Why do people ignore it and pay more attention to Happiness?
Do they think its the same thing?
No one can truly consider themselves happy if they don't have motivation in life
And without it, life seems depressing and boring.
So motivation keeps us going.
Keeps us moving.
But the bad thing about motivation
Is that it can appear and disappear in mere moments.
Just like my motivation to write this.
Its gone and now all I write are empty words to me.
But once it gets back the words gain meaning and start dancing along with my feelings.
Motivation is weird
Just like us.
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YOUR original stories--how do they work?
NOTE: This is a long(er) read, but I would love to discuss this with some of you guys; interacting back and forth with mutuals is my favorite thing to do here.
Reading puts me to sleep; I hate reading. It's boring to me, but yet I still love to write.
Thus my dilemma--as a writer who still has admiration for literature, I struggle to find the balance. For my own story, I have to read a handful of classic stories, three being gothic/science fiction literature and the other three being original fairy tales.
This may sound bizarre, but as the person I am, I've always been interested in fairy tales (but no, NOT Disney). The original Little Mermaid story (written by Hans Christian Andersen) broke my heart as a child but as I grew up I realized that the real ending of the story is almost easier to swallow.
Why live your whole life admiring the fairy tale endings that are posed and fake? Almost none of us get that kind of ending that Ariel did. So why even bother?
A
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bye/sorry/?
TW// Depression/suicide whatever
I'll be deactivating soon, just replying to notes so here is this in the meanwhile.

Honestly, I never really thought of DA as a place for personal posts, but that is ridiculous since essentially every single thing I've posted here (aside from designs) are incredibly personal to me. Basically my entire gallery was one gigantic vent blog, I just didn't go into detail to explain the pieces. Drawing/writing is really my only outlet, that's the truth. I am not good at, and I am especially not comfortable with, explaining myself in depth or admitting to being incredibly mentally ill, unstable or suicidal. I find it really embarrassing to ask for help or to reach out to anyone, and when I do I typically feel a lot worse after. I sincerely put myself into what I do and draw or write. My ocs feel like my friends or they feel like theyre a real part of me. I've said it 100 times, I know, but yeah. It's true. Unfortunately, because that's the case,
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10 Curiosities about me
I plan everything ahead of time.I rarelly go along with my plans if they depends on others.I have Watcher's plans up untill 1000 Watchers, that's why you see me being prompt at it when I hit a milestone.I have plans for YouTube as well, I'm just lazy to record.I actually post 4 videos a month.I only don't record every single drawing I make, because I never know when I will actually finish it. I tend to sketch a lot more than draw. I do finish livestream drawings since they are pre-selected.For the curious ones: 400 Watchers - Art Raffle | 500 Watchers - 3 months Core + Art Raffle | 600 Watchers - Custom Adopt + Full Picture Art Raffle and more.For Youtube... 100 Subs - Raffle | 200 Subs - Art Raffle | 300 Subs - Stickers Raffle and more.Ironically, I have 12 original projects I wish I could make, but only 2 can come reality if I have support.I'm a low maintance person. I require little food, space and care. I don't like fancy stuff, the most expensive thing I ever got was my acer noteb
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Bueno, aquí puedes ver algunas obras de arte que me han gustado, que son creativas, me parecen interesantes o que merecen un reconocimiento. También puedes encontrar algunas publicaciones variadas que me interesaron, espero que te interese y que le des un vistazo a los respectivos artistas.

Well, here you can see some works of art that I liked, that are creative, I find interesting or deserve recognition. You can also find some varied publications that interested me, I hope you are interested and have a look at the respective artists.

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From StarBellWing
There are some people who are getting too fake here on DA. They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people on my friend list actually pay attention. Copy and re-post in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are... Re-post this if you are a friend... Don't reply... Just copy and paste this in a new journal as "Fake Friends"

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From StarBellWing
There are some people who are getting too fake here on DA. They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people on my friend list actually pay attention. Copy and re-post in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are... Re-post this if you are a friend... Don't reply... Just copy and paste this in a new journal as "Fake Friends"
from AriestaChong9

There are some people who are getting too fake here on DA. They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people on my friend list actually pay attention. Copy and re-post in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are... Re-post this if you are a friend... Don't reply... Just copy and paste this in a new journal as "Fake Friends"
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There are some people who are getting too fake here on DA. They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people on my friend list actually pay attention. Copy and re-post in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are... Re-post this if you are a friend... Don't reply... Just copy and paste this in a new journal as "Fake Friends"
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Thank you for the  :+devwatch:!

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thegreyzen Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2018  Student Digital Artist
muchas gracias por el watch! :D (Big Grin)
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StriderDen Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2018  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch!
A bit of a generic compliment, but just to display your kindness didn't go unnoticed!
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Thank you so much for the watch! =D
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Thanks for watch!
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Thank You very much and I wish You a nice weekend :sun:
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Random223 Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2018  Hobbyist Interface Designer
Thank you for watching!
I upload Fridays
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AkiraAlion Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2018  Student Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch and helping my profile grow! I really appreciate it!
I hope you'll continue enjoy and support my art! <3
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Thanks for the watch and the llama ^^
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Thank you so much for the watch, it's so appreciated ^^ Have a nice day 👍
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Thx for the watch and llama!^-^
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Thank you kindly for the watch. I hope you'll keep enjoying my work as long as I keep on terrorizing dA :giggle:
btw, you're an awesome person. Have a great day :heart:
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Thank you for watching :heart: I'm happy you enjoyed my gallery, and I hope you will enjoy my future artwork. Have a nice day! 

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thank you for the watch and llama!! c:
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Thanks for the watch :)
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Thank you so much for the Llama and watch!!

I'm so happy about that!! Tackling hug 
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Thanks so much for the watch!
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